2009

2day is the last day of 2009~

it suppose 2 be happy bt i am stress
due to my dad`s harvest is not good as wt he expected
and he almost repeated his old habit again , throw temper 2 all of us

luckily i gotta go for badminton , so manage 2 escape it
but i still cant escape whn i reach home~

Dad is always the only one factor which cause all the family members bcome tense , suffer from pressure.

Y should we keep worry abt those crops every year?
Y we cant lead a peaceful life?
Y u cant controll ur temper well instead of keep throw temper towards us?

Did u ever think of our feeling??

I noe the crops problem trouble u lots and we can comprehend it ,
bt is tis the reason for u 2 throw ur temper 2 us?
U should find the way bt not keep throw temper around~

We all re ur family member , nt the toy for u 2 throw ur anger 2!

It is so tense for me once i see u throw ur temper recklessly and mutter around*

Did u noe tat we super duper hate ur temper?

I hate whn i see my family which should in happy state bcome chaos.
My family should be happy + peace ,
y bcome like tis?

Tis is nt the 1st time u repeat such habit ,
we all endure it all the time, from 1st time till nw
Don u think tat it is enough ??

I am STRESS!~
bcause of tat habit u unwilling 2 change
bcasue of mum keep heave a sigh
bcasue of u all think tat the course i taking is totally useless
bcause of my tuition fee is 2 high for u
bcasue of i didnt work for tis long holiday

Well , i had found out the reason y i m nt a homesick ppl.

I promise;
Next holiday,
I wont stay at ptn for so long
mayb a few weeks
tat enough for me*

Sometime i even think tat,
a family is unnecessary thing for me*